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............. August 26, 2010

a girl she was born in the village, she came to this world from the fate of her very bumpy. At that time the feudal rural people are a boy liked a girl doomed to be mind, not to mention the time she was born. She had had a brother because of illness and death, when her mother is pregnant with her brother left her family are very sad, they look for hope in the womb of her and hope she is a boy, no thought born a girl, her family are very disappointed by his father and therefore a great blow, from start to wine to intoxicate themselves, often drunk, everywhere, everywhere, curse, and so was mentally ill. Began no peace at home, parents are bickering day by day, her mother because she is a girl also despise her parents had risen at each time frame, her mother, unless you're running away from home, do not leave the beaten her. She always wanted to do a lot of chores at home to help the morning go to school, at home we should go to the mountains busy (Abstract ragweed) plants, the mother provided to her every day after school the next day ragweed should Abstract back, if not mother to go home would be her mother, she has little time to understand nothing, and she often hide a person secretly tears, she did not know why this mother does not understand her, but also suspect that not her mother's health, she was a neighbor to neighbor's house to play the result is something missing mother said, holding her, they started to play badly beaten her once, because she did not take her mother told her to admit that she could not admitted, if she would recognize the out also, she did not get, return it then, had to let her mother, and that it is not the first time, but fortunately, a neighbor in her home and later found things to his mother not to fight , and the mother hands it stopped, then once her body is not a good body with blood, can not say, not Jiaoteng, had to live with, she did not sleep that night, because times will gonna hurt in the wound bed, At night she quietly took a cloth belt, ready to commit suicide, in fact, she not only wanted to commit suicide once, and she just hung up, his father quietly to see him, just happened to meet that night to save her father holding her sleep, she did not die or to lead a day every day, afraid of the day, whether it is hot summer or cold winter, like to cook at home, but also to help out to do farm work, not her hands in the winter good are frozen in the red and swollen, so day after day, year after year,,,, she was coming to an 13-year-old, also her high school time, in fact, she has started then sensible, and also understand a lot, though she knew she still holding a glimmer of hope, the result of her mother, her uncle where they begged for mercy, the mother agreed, she went to school signed up to read, because she was not home conditions Well, not like her in with her mother, she went to school did not read the book will go home a few days, though she did not want to go home, but she knew the situation at home, she went home, got home a few months she did not go out working to support the family, left the home she had previously thought that the day will not, and will be better,,, full of hope to workers, then how could she know that something still more cruel waiting behind her, She is working in a restaurant, because restaurant owners sell the restaurant business is not good, she had to return home, and I want to go home she would like her father, back home, upset her mother, to find someone to get her a husband's family, she did not agree This time she resisted her mother, while her mother went out to secretly left home when she left home, with only 20 dollars, where she went to their county town, on the day she met her from the same Family flee a distant cousin, that night on them did not have much money, where do not know, two wandering in the street, just give people time talking to her cousin, and she was walking in front, not know, she has a cousin would be discovered missing, she begins to look back, and she saw cousin to other people talk, she sent for her cousin to go, the result is known cousin, but also, and the two play with strangers, she was born cousin gas say that you do not go I'm gone, do not trust her cousin walked a few steps, she thought that they should be bigger, should care little, give a go, how she can not think of her to which is the beginning of her nightmare, if she stay away, no matter what the responsibilities, no matter what the conscience, that her fate would not be so rough, and she and her cousin to the two TV drama to a place called the zero point, that place is OK to sing karaoke in the disco, called her cousin to go see where the mess, the result cousin does not go where she had looked at her, told the two men they drink,kids karaoke, she was worried call cousin Do not drink, she would not drink, then the two men to speak well, say do not drink even if, and to drink it, she did not understand the community better understand of the people, seeing others say point guard to put down is that point destroyed her life, how people thought of the two tea under the Yao, they drink tea, stumbled, and the two men were taken to a room, and later on by the animal,, ,, when she awoke, it had to cry, the man threatened her, should she and her cousin to do massage, she had no option but to go, better that than to do that, she was finally relieved , not the last to first learn, to learn to go to the guests, press, and money to the two beasts, she went to the day, do not know why that person does not want her school, and took her back home, she had several times to escape, the results are not successful, also played the body is injured, to his home did not take long to discover she was pregnant, then that person did not see her so tight, she had tried several times to take children out, but she had no money, she wanted to die, she do not pay attention while the man jumped from a cliff, the result is God in the fun of her, she jumped off the cliff when they were stopped on the long vines, it is so This time I want to die has failed, this has not been hit, the result was again hit, this time playing only the face, it is so close that person is also looking to die can not die, but still do every day living, the people also in rural areas, the name of the stomach have to do every day, even when the species for their confinement to order, to have time to eat, to nine months in December of a given day is coming at her to do live just go home to find a stomach ache, she did not know the man's Mother Well, it is to her students, and the result was quickly dressed to the hospital to the rural hospital to the hospital the doctor asked her to tell her large hospital, because her baby's position is not normal that a child must undergo an operation,kids karaoke machine, then had to go to big hospitals, the hospital can not afford to not be operated on, that person's money where his father, sent for his father money to an operation, the result that person's father said he was having, to that old son of a bitch about to undergo surgery, a result, he said nothing to, only to several hundred dollars, he said enough to have a baby, and she had to be a full three days and have pain for three days, last or other kind of speak to that person's father, was a corpse when something happens, two lives, but also threatened the accident, he said the family can not avoid that person's father only to take money out, only to move the surgery, better the earlier action, or adults and children, no life, holds out the child was when the whole body is purple blue, and emergency medical help rescue a child when nothing happened, then discharged all she was holding the child slowly walked home, have a child what she did not want to want good kids, if that was his life, did not expect that person to her noisy beat her every day, year 365 days, her body is not a day without injury, that person is not who he eating, drinking, prostitution, gambling, and do not need, she was sad to leave, but she thought that Bitter each child, she tolerance, the result that also brought out to find a woman to take home, also beat her in front of the woman, when she was pregnant, the man told her the child was born, how dare she is in such a short period of time caesarean section in the Health and ah can She had no option but to do according to his means, until the day that the man's sister to come home to their family to play her thoroughgoing, to eat, they eat the family, the children in her clothes, and no one called her dinner, she went in to see them eat, how not to casually ask me, that person's father how to say, eat a hammer, she heard her daughter say your here for her, the result of his family people began to beat her, put her to her second child destroyed, and they beat her to see her trip to the ground with blood everywhere, no one to take her to the hospital, the result was that they were there to see the She admitted to hospital, most gas is that person said something you deserve, that is, so she left the child, his family had not let her see her children, she secretly watching to see the child only, only far The look, if what he knew, they would be killed him, and once she was the person to see their children know, hit her in the street and saw a car coming, the man pushed her to go on a car crash, better car just grazed, she only hit the door, he then has to fight, or he heard 110 years later he was walking, she has to support the family, to raise a child has been working for so many years of hard work was, in fact, a woman she imagine her as a home, there's people who love her, understand her, in her hurt and tired, and have people who care about her to comfort her, enough for her.