2 Weeks, but not feeling so strong anymore.

Well, I've made it two weeks. Why don't I feel happier? - Because I feel like I'm going to give in. I don't know why, I just do. I don't want to do it. I know I should not do it. But at times it seems as though I am destined to do it.I've had some stressful times these last few days, which is why I haven't posted. One of my best friends fell 25 ft. and broke his pelvis, unexpected expenses have popped up and my job has been really crazy this week. But I'm not sure any of this is why I'm feeling weak. I think it's knowing I CAN NEVER SMOKE AGAIN that's doing it. I didn't think this would be hard to deal with when it came around,smoking cessation, but boy was I wrong!!!One thing that may be contributing is I have not been keeping up with my anti-smoking tactics, like drinking lots of water, or staying away from the smokers at work. I have been keeping candy around, but thats not even helping anymore. I eat it constantly. I go through about 150 peppermints a day now. Another bad habit!!On the bright side, I have been running more than ever and have already notice I don't get nearly as winded as before.HELP! What can I do to re-strengthen my resolve!! I don't want to lose this fight!