hi, new to the board

Hi,smoking cessation, I am new to this board and just wanted to introduce myself. I am starting over with my quit today back to day 1. I had 8 days on Wednesday but chose to smoke. I was not physically craving one but I was mentally craving my "comfort zone". It was not comforting at all actually. It was disgusting all over again, like when I first started smoking almost 15 years ago. Anyhow, I have been smoking since Wednesday. I can't stand it already again. I am only 30 yrs old and I have to buy an over the counter inhaler because I have such bad breathing problems at night! Ridiculous......I know. My husband smokes (a lot) so that makes it tempting and easily accessible. I also take Adderall and I would LOVE to hear from someone who quit smoking while taking it. I have quit taking it for almost a week now because it makes me smoke so much more but I need to start taking it again because my brain just doesn't function very well without it! So here I go again,stop smoking now, I pray this is the last time.