Feeling like cra-----

Sorry guys that's the only way to describe how I am feeling .I have 4 more radiation and 5 chemoleft.The burns are so intense I feel like I am going yo split wide open it burns so bad itfeel like razor blades going through me the last 3 treatments will be targeted right at the rectum area.They have been treating me from belly bottom down to rectum andall the way around to kill any cancer cells that may have wounder off in the area .Not looking forward to it that's why I have not been here much come do a couple reply sorry If I don't get to every one there are so many.Right now I am going to take a bath soak then lay down and watch TV, might pop in to chat tonight.Take care all.qwe