I smoked.

I feel terrible.A friend of mine who I haven't seen in a year or so came to my city. We went out for drinks and then we went to the hookah place we used to go to when he stilled lived here.I didn't even think about it. It was just so natural. I sat there and smoked the hookah and drank and talked like we used to. I feel really terrible about it this morning. I also feel like my nicotine cravings are worse today than they have been in a couple weeks.The good thing is; I do feel terrible. I'm not interested in smoking cigarettes, or hookah or any other nicotine product. Right back on the wagon for me.I feel a bit ashamed,stop smoking, as I felt I was doing very well. And the board has showed me so much support. And I blew it.At least now I know I cannot smoke hookah casually,quit smoking, unless I want to experience cravings forever.I'm sorry to everyone. I feel pretty stupid.