Grief

Ok you guys, I need your help. My mom passed away on 3/24/09. It was one month on Friday. What I am struggling with, is: When is this horrible hurt going to get off of my chest? If I think about her,stop smoking, I cry. If I think of the way the lung cancer sucked her breath right out of her body,stop smoking now, I cry. I cannot look at a picture of her. I cannot talk about her. I just don't know if this is normal. I have never lost anyone this close to me and I just want to know how to deal with this. I am finding it hard to go about the day to day, ya know?Any wisdom you can send will be much appreciated.Sherry