Worried about my thoughts...

Hi everybody,Lately I have to say the cigarettes have been more appealing than ever. I seem to notice them all around and have to force myself not to stare at them. I'm at about 7 weeks now, and I'm supposed to lower my patch dosage tomorrow,smoking cessation, so I'm a bit worried about what these thoughts mean. I mean I know it's normal to still have cravings, but I guess I just feel afraid of actually caving in one day and ending back at square one. The past 7 weeks have been quite the roller coaster and I just don't want to ever have to go through any of this again. Not sure what I'm looking for here,quit smoking now, just felt the need to let some stuff out! My life is so much better without cigarettes and I do not want to ever start believing in the lie again.Take care,Brian