Newbie here

Hi everyone:) My name's Debbie and I'm 31. I've quit smoking in the past for months at a time, but always relapse. That was before..... now I have a two year old that has chronic health issues and while I know someone's going to say 'you have to quit for you'...I REALLY have to quit for him. In the past I quit for other reasons,smoking cessation, such as basic training and a drill sergeant screaming in my face for a couple months. Another time was when I managed to honsestly quit upon finding out I was pregnant with my son, but started smoking again before I'd been released from the hospital. My husband had been sitting outside smoking and I went out to update him on when we'd be taking baby home, needless to say, without that baby in my belly, I decided to JUMP back on the SMOKE!So, now it's two years later, my son gets on average 6 hospitalizations a year and he sees a pulmonary specialist. At first they thought CF, but dna and sweat tests showed otherwise.I tell myself ALL the time, that we're (my husband and I) not hurting him, because we smoke in the garage. We have a torpedo heater and a tv mounted out there. But that's bull&^% right? It makes it's way into the house. MY mom says she can smell it when we're outside and she comes to visit, she can smell it in the room.SO I'm a BAD mommy. Anyway, I need some statistics and tips and maybe a few encouraging words. My kids are great and I love them dearly, but I'm hurting them everytime they breathe this crap in! Well,Herbal cigarettes, anyway, say what you must.http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=64095886My kids pics are all over my website if you want to see them. They're awsome kids.Well, I'm going to go get more juice now. I read somewhere that juice clears the nicotine out faster.