I must REALLY want my quit more than I wanna smoke...

...if there was any doubt lingering in my mind...nicodemon/junkie brain thoughts swirling aroundtrying to entice me back to my old smoking waysI took a serious stand against those thoughtsyesterday. I mean I stood right up and slappedevery single one of those negative thoughts right in the face!Seriously....I was at a cookout yesterday. There were12 "adults" there...myself included and I WAS THE ONLYNON-SMOKER!! STFU!!! Are you kidding me? I almostsh*t a Twinkie...every where I sat...someone lit upEverywhere I turnd...someone lit upIn my head,quit smoking, I thought,smoking cessation, "God...if this is a sign...if Iam being tested on my commitment, then give methe strength to get through this day smoke free".Yeah...I did it. I remained smoke-free because myQUIT is MORE IMPORTANT TO ME than smoking.Amen!